I did the single dumbest thing I’ve ever done in my life.
I accidentally paid my mortgage twice.
Just so you know, if you ever do that, they don’t give it back.
As I watched my bank account go $2,000 in the negative, I have been eating like a crazy person and haven’t stopped. I feel awful. Bloated, weak, tired, nauseous…basically poisoned.
WTF is wrong with me that I turn to something that can make me feel so bad??? I guess that’s what heroin and meth addicts ask themselves as they continue to destroy themselves.
Day before yesterday, I was at my worst. I cried all day over losing our entire life savings over a stupid mistake. It’s been almost 2 years since I lost my job and that’s how long it’s taken to actually save up a couple grand again. I considered giving up my plan to start the 17 day diet (on Monday naturally!) and live on mac and cheese and white bread.
Then I came to my senses.
It doesn’t cost any more money to live on lean protein, veggies, fruit and yogurt which is what this plan is all about…at least for first few weeks.
So that’s that. I’m getting my sh*t together while I somehow work harder to make up for this devastating event.
I’ll be back on Monday for the day one update.